Struggling

I'm back in America and to be honest, it is awful. My feelings of peace for Nicoda have disappeared and I miss my husband more than ever. Khalid and I had almost 6 heavenly weeks together and it is heart wrenching to be back here. I feel more alone than before I left -- and here has so many memories of Nicoda that it is not as easy to move through each day. I will blog more about my trip later, but wanted to ask people to pray and pray alot. My heart can't take being away from Khalid for too much longer....